Here we go... again

As most women, I spend a lot of time wondering about my weight. Don't deny it, so do you!
So you probably tried the whole cycle as well - you know, start running and 'only quit for a couple of days' because it's raining, read a slimbook, shop (yet uneatin) wholewheat pasta - only to scuff down a big pack of cookies that same night? Yeah, we all do it.

But a couple of years ago I visited my sweet old granny for lunch. As we said our goodbyes she insisted that I'd take the last piece of cake with me as she needed to loose those 5 pounds. Everything stopped for a moment there - my 86 year old grandma is STILL on a diet. Is it never going to end!?! She passed away only two weeks later... she never made it.

It made me sit down and think about those blasted 5 pounds that seems to make all the difference in my life. I refuse to be on a unsuccesful diet for the next 60 years, why have a goal when you can never reach it?

So when I changed job, appartment and country last year it was a perfect opportunity for a fresh start. And I did loose those 5 pounds - but they're back. So this time to keep it, I decided to let the whole world (or at least those who accidentally flip by my blog) to know when I long for crap foods and let the guilt and exposure speak for itself.

So get ready for a inner-look of a womans head, her messed-up relationship with food, ups and downs and her logic on problems you never even thought of. Hopefully you'll discover that you are not that strange after all...